Too many sexual partners?

I’ve hooked up with some girls who didn’t take much effort to do so. I’ve wondered, if they were that “easy”, does that mean they have been this impulsive with other guys as well? Am I taking a greater risk at something bad happening to me (STDs, pregnancy)?

The answer is who gives a fuck?I don’t mind it. I am invincible. I like easy girls who are cute. If those didn’t exist, how would I ever get action? I don’t have anything to offer emotionally/mentally/physically to be attractive to a girl without issues. But now that I have turned into the male version of one of these girls, I realize I am a fucking dumbass. I don’t think I’m going to live very long.

Had unprotected sex…now I need to get tested and the morning after pill for the girl. Why can’t I stop???

I had the condom in my fucking pants.

This shit makes me feel lame as well, because there are other girls I actually want a relationship with and don’t want to be sleeping around and stuff. Yeah. I still want to be with them, and not hurt them. Stay loyal. Don’t fuck up.

I have yet to shower from last night/this morning (I got home at 5am).  Now I’m going to go eat brunch with my family still smothered in vagina sweat and sex.

~ by ihatemyfuckinglife on June 17, 2007.